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21 February 2011 | 4:33 AM | 0 Stalker(s)
I dont understand why , seriously .. I feel damn moody recently ;( I argue with my hubby and we almost breake up . He said he control me because he loves me and he cares me too much .. I always knew that .. But is it a little too much for me ? I cant bear with it .. It makes me feel stress , I dont know why .. I'm sorry if I did hurt you but I really didnt mean it .. I dont know how to face my friend - Thomas ;( He just treated me as his little sis but my hubby misunderstand .. I dont know how to explain to him because I know him well . He wouldnt believe me .. My hubby beat him up because he comfort me when I'm sad and hurt . Is it make sense ? He just cares me as his sister and give a hug for comfort my hurts .. I dont know how to face and smile at him when I saw him .. I feel guitly .... My friends are leaving one by one . I feel lonely , the first time .. I have no friends ! How funny and ridiculous ?! A girl without friends on her sweet 18 years old !! I just have my darling Jo, Dear Yun and who else beside them ????? I really feel sad .. Some more .. There's one more thing make me piss off ! What's wrong with them ?! I do nothing on them but why ? That's non of your business ! Why are you guys so busy-body ?? Love to talk behind people but no guts to talk infront of me ? Fuck you la ! I fucking HATE you guys ! What now ?! You elder than me mean you know more than me ? Know about what ?! How to be a GANGSTER ? How to gamble and lose all your money ? How to take drugs and make yourself feel "HIGH" ? I SHAME ON YOU GUYS ! Get off la if dislike me ! I never ask for your " LOVE " & " CARE " ! I dont need it ! PHEW ! Mind your own business la ! Your future are like SHIT but still want to care people's life . Why are you so free to disturb people's life ? And do you think you are mature ? OMG ! You really think too much . You act like a kid !! Please la .. Mind your own business then only go judge people's life ! o0o Hubby .. Now I wanna tell you something inside my heart . I dont know how to talk with you when face to face .. This is my faults because I used to escape from you .. I knew I got a bad temper but I already change much because of you already .. You never feel it ;( I'm sorry if I did or said something hurts you .. I swear I really didnt mean it . I never expect my life is everyday clubbing or go out play .. I really want to be with you but I really just need some times to go out with my friends .. Or maybe 1 or 2 times for clubbing in 1 month .. Is it too much or too over ? I dont like you always asked me to tell you why and what am I thinking . How many times I tell you I dont know how to tell you . When you forced me to talk about it I sure will get angry and scold you .. That's the only thing I dont like ;( I wanna you to respect me .. Dont force me if I say I dont want and please dont scold my friends !!!! I seriously dont like it ....My sweetheart, I do love you from my heart and I love you with all my life . Cant you just give a little bit trust ?? I feel sad ;( Anyway .. What you told and scolded me , I will remember and wont do it again .. I'm sorry and I love you ;( I just scare I'm not a perfect girlfriend to you .. ;( |
