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25 February 2011 | 4:43 AM | 0 Stalker(s)
Hubby, this is a post that I wanna tell you my feeling .. I seriously dont like your friends since I knew they all "this kind" of people . You know what ? Before this, they always said your bad things infront of me and scolded you stupid or whatever and I was just keep quite . That time I was everyday go out with them so they are friend with me . And now we seldom out and they always go find you so now they turn to the other side, say about my bad things to you . What's their purpose to do this kind of stupid things uh ?! How would you feel if you were me ? I'm kinda sad la .. ;( I will respect them if they are really is a FRIEND but they are not . So what for I want to respect as they do not ? I know you might mad on me for didnt respect them and simply scolded your friend on facebook . I'm sorry if you think that I'm not giving you face .. I do but I just cant tolerate these peoples la .. Yea .. I do admit that I did wrong many times . But is there no chance for me to change? Is my faults serious as they ? Their life are sucks ! The way they talk and do more sucks and lifeless . The first time I did wrong is I flirt with a guy and make you hurts a lot BUT I already change , aren't me ? The second time , Sanctuary .. I shouldnt let guy hug me BUT that time I was really in a very very bad mood . I argued with you, do you still remember I wont drink in the club unless I'm sad ?? The worst thing is you forgive me and give me chance to make it right so what's the problem with them ? Who ate they here to judge me is a bad girl ?! Am I bad than them ?? Is a wanted to go to club consider as bad ? What a guy should be if he gamble , take drugs, " call chicken " and do some illegal stuff ? Am I worst than them ?? I just cant forget what they said about me , how hurt is it .. Iseriously dont like them .. I wont stop you from being friend with them but can you dont force me to be friend with them ? I hope I got my own choice ... I already promised you I will try my best to change my temper. The time you gave me just half year or more than it , but do you think it's enough for me to change my temper in this short period time ?? If you remember what's huat said then you will that's not enough .. He said if you want a people change 1 year is too short because he also used for 6 or 7 years to make it right . So are you going to give me this chance ? I dont know . I just can say I already try my best to be your perfect girlfriend ... Sometime, I just need some space and time to breathe and relax ... My sweetheart honey, I'm really very sorry if i hurt you . I dont mean it .. I hope you will understand me . My love for you always is more than you know .... ;( And one more thing .. Can you please be more clever and "ing mok"?? Today I wanna out for movie with you , only you .. But then you bring that jia hao along.. Honestly, i got a bit disappointed and angry . I hope you understand I just want some own time with you but not your friends ...... Friend cant accompany you for a lifetime but I DO .. |
