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15 December 2012 | 3:54 PM | 0 Stalker(s)
December is very bad to me. In this short period time, almost all the bad things happened on me. I barely come over it..
I started to think why it will happened to me? What should I do? This is more suffer than no money.. No one really understand my situation. They are not in my shoes, they couldn't understand. Walk in a mile with my shoes then you will know how suffer am I.. I used to think I can face all the struggles, I can solve all the problems BUT actually I am NOT. I realize how weak am I after these shit things happened to me..
Finance problem, family problem, career problem, study problem and so on..... No big deal with me, actually.. I just suddenly have a feeling, I hope 21-12-2012 is true. I am hopeless now. I don't think I can make my life better but worst ;) If the end of the world is coming then I will just spent all my time with my loves, nothing else.. No finance problem, no career problem, no study problem, just only my family and my love..
Money is a devil. It can make a family happiness and also can make a family suffering.. I don't like it but I need it, everyone need it.. This is a very realistic society. If a person don't have money, people will look down at the person and he don't get any respect. But if a person have money, people will respect him even he is doing the wrong things. People afraid of rich peoples and bully the poor peoples, is it really fair? I don't understand why this world will become like this.. No kind-heart and violence, is this we want from others people?? I hope God can see the peaceful world HE create already become a violence world.
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My man go to work in this early morning, I alone at home. Just recovered from flu and cough attacked me :'(
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