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28 May 2013 | 6:03 PM | 0 Stalker(s)
My life is in a mess now.
Talked with my boy last night. We have same opinion for our recent life. We want to change but it takes time. My boy suggested me to move to my girl - Yanni house because she can take care of me & since we are best friend. I wish too but I don't want to disturb her & her boyfriend. They treated me very well, that's already enough for me.
Or actually I should move back to Cheras since my boy & I need to focus on our own things. But one thing, can I get used to it when he's not with me? I don't know T^T My life without him seems weird. Maybe I too rely on him.
And ya, I'm glad that he is become more mature now. He is studying Tour Guide at Green city & he just got a new job, is about education. Sounds great, right? I truly hope that he can graduate in this year, if not he is going to waste another half year at study. Boy, you can do it! I give you my word & confidence :D
What about me? No work since February until now. As my last post said, I am not suitable to work at car line. Because of this, I almost argued with my mom again. So sad ): And now I'm actually getting my car license. Once I get my car license, I will start my working life again. Was thinking which job is more suitable for me. Anyone can give me a good suggestion?
London Weight Management, I used to work with them last year & I get good paid. I worked for them one year & last 2 months they said promote me to be event coordinator. I went to interview for Event Coordinator but now what they asked me to do is promoter. This quite piss me off. If you want to hire me as a promoter, I am sorry to tell you I refused. I rejected to answer their calls but they still keeping calling me to work for them, as a PROMOTER! I just don't understand why such a big company but system like shit.
Another job, high basic, flexible time but I must commit 100% target every month. This consider as a outdoor sales. I have to drive around to find customer, shop by shop. I am afraid that I cannot make it. However, this is a good challenge for myself. Maybe I really should give a try.
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Recently, I always hang out with my girls - Yanni & Peny. This is my pleasure to be their friends, really. They leading me to another way, a better way. Even though three of us are jobless now but we are never give up on life. We laughed, we played, we learned together. Whenever I feel upset, when I'm with them I am very happy. Thank God for give me a such wonderful friends (: Of course can't forget my brother -KH Wong (Yanni's boyfriend) . A 100% great guy I ever met in my life. The main resaon we become brother is Yanni but the rest is because both of us are alcoholic. Thank you so much for colorful my life ;D
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06 February 2013 | 6:00 PM | 0 Stalker(s)
It's just a random post :)Actually I'm working now, in da office. Hmmm.. Like finally, I listen to my mom doing car sales now. It's really very tough to me because I totally don't know about car beside I knew it got 4 tires T^T Start from 0, like a blank paper & now learning to write A to Z. To be honest, I don't love this job. This is not what I want for my life. Actually I got a plan for myself but my mom dislike so what to do? I just want to be my mom's good daughter, no more argue. At last I decided to listen to her & now I'm suffering ): At first, I wanted to continue my previous job because I love that job, flexible working time & good payment. Second, I was decided to go for make up course & my brother willing to support me. So that I can sub some outside job to do, earn extra money. That's what exactly I want & I need. Unfortunately, at last my mom banned all my decision just because she says car sales is better than other jobs, car sales is the best job & can earn a lots of money. Well, no doubt. Car sales really can earn a lots of money because the commission is high, some more I'm selling recond car, the commission is better than new car. But the point is I don't like it, I don't want to work at car line! No one understands, include my mom & my boy. I worked at this company just only one month but it make me feels like already one year ): So tough, so suffer... *********** Chinese New Year is coming soon, just 3 more days. My company just give me 3 days off, so bad.. Everyone go vacation & relax during this Chinese New Year but me, gotta work T^T Sighhhhhhh.. Pray hard for myself. This year I will go to Ipoh with my boy, his kampung (: Sooo haaapppppyyyy!!! Happy birthday to my lovely babe Bryan (: What present should I buy for him? Head aching.. Emotional
15 December 2012 | 3:54 PM | 0 Stalker(s)
December is very bad to me. In this short period time, almost all the bad things happened on me. I barely come over it..
I started to think why it will happened to me? What should I do? This is more suffer than no money.. No one really understand my situation. They are not in my shoes, they couldn't understand. Walk in a mile with my shoes then you will know how suffer am I.. I used to think I can face all the struggles, I can solve all the problems BUT actually I am NOT. I realize how weak am I after these shit things happened to me..
Finance problem, family problem, career problem, study problem and so on..... No big deal with me, actually.. I just suddenly have a feeling, I hope 21-12-2012 is true. I am hopeless now. I don't think I can make my life better but worst ;) If the end of the world is coming then I will just spent all my time with my loves, nothing else.. No finance problem, no career problem, no study problem, just only my family and my love..
Money is a devil. It can make a family happiness and also can make a family suffering.. I don't like it but I need it, everyone need it.. This is a very realistic society. If a person don't have money, people will look down at the person and he don't get any respect. But if a person have money, people will respect him even he is doing the wrong things. People afraid of rich peoples and bully the poor peoples, is it really fair? I don't understand why this world will become like this.. No kind-heart and violence, is this we want from others people?? I hope God can see the peaceful world HE create already become a violence world.
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My man go to work in this early morning, I alone at home. Just recovered from flu and cough attacked me :'(
Welcome back ;)
12 December 2012 | 11:01 PM | 0 Stalker(s)
It's been a really very long time never come back to my blog. I used to blog every week last two years but now I didn't blog for one and half year. Just looked back my previous posts, I only realize how silly am I and my English is really very poor ;P Anyway, blog is always the best place to let me express out everything. That's why I love blog and twitter ;DNothing much special on this one and half year beside I'd changed a lots of job in this period time. I've go through a lots of thing, experience many things that others couldn't understand, learned from mistake, fight for my life, happy, sadness and so on.. The most important thing is I didn't continue my study. Well, maybe is I don't really want to continue it or there are others reason? Don't feel like talk about that ;P Anyway, I continue my beautiful life with a very big smile no matter what shit things happened to me ;D This one and half year, people around me come and go.. Jowelyn, my little princess.. Yes yes yes, we argued and didn't talk to each others almost one year. Why? Nothing special, just because a small matter. I just can say that we are too immature, argued because of small little poor thing. No matter what had happened between me and her, I still wish her doing great. After Jowelyn, I am afraid of making new friends. Even I didn't make new friends but still get hurt by the so called "friend" I know since Secondary school. I just don't understand why @^@ Skip all the things. No matter how many people come and go in my life, there are only two people and my family never leave. HE & SHE. My lil baby boy and my bestie yun ;) They walk through everything in my life with me, never leave me behind, lend me a hand when I need help, scolded me when I do wrong, praise me when I doing well, give me support when I fell down. You have no idea how important they are in my life. I cant live without them because they are not only my friend, they are also my family. I appreciate them with my whole life. As long as they still want me, I will stay. I love them more than everything.. **************** Next year after Chinese New Year, I and my baby boy will move out to stay with my brother. I appreciate what I have now because I got my baby boy, my bestie yun and two brother ;) Nothing much left to say, will come back next time if I remember ;P
3 years anniversary is coming soon. Thanks God for giving me such a good hubby to me. He tolerate my bad temper and cherish me like nobody else. I can see his love through his eyes, much love ;)
Happy day ;))
30 May 2011 | 3:17 AM | 0 Stalker(s)
Freaking tired now ;((Sunday should be is a wonderful and happy day, right ? But it is so unlucky and bad to me! Why? Read my post then you will know why ! ** Today around 5pm something I went to Steven Corner to find my high school teacher. I SUPPOSE SHOULD BE AT THERE AT 3 PM !! I date her on Sunday afternoon 3 but I'm late >< Guess what ? My teacher was waited for 2 hours ++ !! She kept text me but my phone out of battery so I cant receive it. I'm so sorry to my teacher ;(( These all happened have to blame my lil baby !!!! He fell asleep at his new shop yesterday night. No matter how I wake him up he also NO respond and continue his sweet dream !! SO ! I was sitting at there until morning 9 then fell asleep too -.- * I thought I can tahan de ;(( Bad baby ! I hate you ! HMPH I told my teacher I want to re-take my SPM, she support me and helped me to check when to register for SPM. Here is it! My teacher found out that the it is on March ! Now already is end of May -.- It means if I want to re-take my SPM, I have to wait until next year and then get my result after two years and then I only can go for college! AFTER TWO YEARS, I ALREADY 20 YEARS OLD !!! WTF ?!! I almost cry when my teacher told me this. I have no choice.. I have to take certificate at Tarc then go for diploma.. It's out of my plan.... Some more, I choose Management and give up on Finance and Secretary. Teacher say it is more suitable for me ;) Thank you, my teacher <3 ** Around 8pm something, I walked to my Kia Ying jie's house from Steven Corner. Yea.. It's not very far but still far !! Luckily my teacher walk with me ;)) I miss my Kia Ying jie so much !! I already forget when is the last time we meet up -.- So today we spent our night to each others and also my Jia ;D We chit chat and tell heart feelings together until around 2am then we only back. The funny thing is Owen- Jia's boyfriend. His phone has a application which is ghost camera. I and Kia Ying jie captured by his phone and we saw a ghost is standing beside us -.- Here is the photo. Check it out ! It frighten I and Kia Ying jie ;(
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